Sunday, November 25, 2012

Little Things Make Me Happy

Malem ini bener-bener pengen nulis tapi gatau apa yang harus ditulis. Terlalu banyak yang ada di kepala tapi terlalu banyak pula yang engga boleh dipublikasikan di sosial media. Singkatnya, lagi punya banyak masalah :( oke, kita lupain sejenak masalah yang ada :)

Karena malem ini nothing to do, as usual, kalo ga ada kerjaan dan modemku sedang berpulsa, gue cuma bisa buat kepoin blog orang-orang dan dapet inspirasi dari Diana Rikasari yang ngepost beberapa hal kecil yg bikin dia seneng dan gue juga punya :D tapi kita random aja yaaa


1. Lovely Teddy and The Black Dell

2 teddy bear kesayangan ini bener-bener yang paling setia waktu gue dalam keadaan apapun. paling seneng buat nyiumin dan melukin mereka pas tidur :) laptop ini juga selalu bisa buat bikin seneng cos I have many things to do with this laptop. bisa dengerin lagu, bisa ngeblog, bisa twitteran, bisa nonton film aaaaaaaa pokoknya banyak!!

2. Silver Queen
lalu..... cokelat silver queen :D entah kenapa gue suka banget sama cokelat ini tapi paling suka chunky bar yg jeruk dan silver queen yg almond, tapi ngga ada di gambar ya hahaha bakal seneng banget dan bakal (sebenernya) pelit kalo dapet cokelat ini tapi ya namanya juga kan anak kosan, harus berbagi dengan sesama jadi mau ngga mau yaaaaa haru mau berbagi hahaha

3. White Rose

sebagaimana wanita pada umumnya, gue suka banget sama mawar putih dan ada bunga lain sih selain mawar putih yaitu bunga sedap malam dan bunga lily. Ngga akan bisa marah atau bahkan dari manyun bisa jadi nyengir kuda kalo ada yang ngasih ini :D 

Gue tau situs ini dari seseorang, awalnya bener-bener ngga ngerti sama situs ini tapi lama kelamaan mulai ngerti sama situs ini, lucu, simpel dan bisa bikin autis depan laptop kalo udah baca situs ini. Di situs ini juga bisa dengan simpel belajar bahasa inggris :)

5. Morning Text

Seperti wanita pada umumnya, dapet morning text untuk nyemangatin hari kita dari orang tersayang bener-bener bisa blowing my smile all day long. Bukannya seneng buat digombalin tapi ya emang this is the way I am :) bisa ga sih gue dibilang orang yang perasa banget? hahahaha :p

6. Forehead Kiss

7. Hugged


8. Disuapin
Duh buat bagian yang ini kayanya ngga ada fotonya deh hahaha maaf ya.
Gue suka banget kalo disuapin, makan sama temen, pacar, orang tua, siapapun pokoknya seneng banget deh kalo udah disuapin :3


Thursday, November 15, 2012

all alone

Bonsoir!!
Happy Moslem's New Year 1434 H all :)
This new year and happy long weekend feels very different, not as usual as I've done. Usually I undergo every big day and long weekend with my dearest family but sadly I have to trough the "Latihan Kepeminpinan" aka LK in pandeglang tomorrow and maybe you all are questioning why I am here? ._. Yep, I have to prepare all my needs for the LK. I honestly missing my Bekasi especially my family :(

Besides ungergoing the very very long weekend in Serang with no family to keep me company, there is aslo a problem which make me upset. Feel so confuse cos there's no one to hug to and to cry on :( hwaaaaa I honestly missing my family so much. I know, my mum must be very worry about this problem, so does ayah. Frankly, I just can crying all alone in my room, hugging my lovely Jhonny and making my eyes are swollen :( 

I know everybody has their own problem to face but i never know, I never tough enough to trough "this problem" alone :( this is the twice it happened in my life. On the first time, I have been helped by -him- and know???? Who'll help me in this case (again)? :( ya Allah please let me out as soon as possible from this case. I realize, maybe this is just one of proccess making me mature but don't you know, undergo this case alone is not easy. hmmm hell yeah I hafta making myself sure that I tough enough :') yeeaaahh.... I AM A TOUGH GIRL. GIRL POWEEEERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!! 

*seems like this post is very not clear at all hahaha i am too upset. too much mess :" and maybe I'll renew this post cos it's not yet finished

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

i need hug :(

ada yang pernah bilang don't expect too much or you will be...... apa gitu hahaha gue lupa :p tapi intinya jangan pernah ngarep kalo gamau sakit hati dan itu bener-bener gue rasain sekarang. gue gamau bilang tentang apa yang gue mau, tapi gue cuma mau sedikit share tentang perasaan gue ini cos i know this is one of many things dat i could do to calm myself down :')

tonight........ there's is a lil' thing which makes me sad, lil' thing which makes me upset, lil' thing which makes me annoyed and instead it all become bigger and bigger and makes me wanna scream over my silence, crying over the dark and.............hug you over my imagination :")

i just feel like a shit. i don't know where to come to have somene to talk to. i know this is just a small fire which will make me mature but sometimes, accept the-way-life-is, is not easy as you wink your eyes :') just wishing that life would change as soon as i wink my eyes :'(

maybe, i have to realize, I AM TOUGH ENOUGH TO THROUGH THIS LIFE :"))))

Tuesday, November 06, 2012

pulau sempu... i'm comiiiiiiinggggg!!!!!!!!!!

liburan..... yup! mustahil buat orang boros kaya gue bisa liburan apalagi liburan jauh dan keluar kota hmmm jauh - jauh deh ngarep dari semua itu. jadi gini ceritanya....

awalnya diajak ka azil buat liburan ke belitung, aawlnya pula butuh biaya 600ribu buat kesana tapi ternyata setelah itung-itung lagi.............jreng jreng jreng.... jadi butuh 800ribu -__- ngek banget lah. mana bisa nabung sampe segitu banyak! -_-

akhirnya ka azil ngasih kabar lagi kalo dia mau liburan ke pulau sempu, di Malang dengan biaya sekitar 600rb. awalnya ngerasa gak mungkin buat bisa nabung dan liburan kesana tapi pas udah googling ternyataaaaaaaaa............. jreng jreng jreng







itulah gambar-gambar yang gue dapet dari mbah google. mulai sekarang harus konsisten nabung supaya bisa kesana :-) amiin

Cute Spinning Flower Red